Deep Thinking

I view myself as diffident, although I do not want to be. I want to be self confident, sustain self esteem. I realized I fear becoming arrogant in the process of becoming self confident. After deep thoughts, I realized the difference between arrogance and self confidence is RESPECT. Respect for myself and others. Arrogance is not a respectful state-of-being, on the contrary; full of pride, self-superiority over others. Maintaing self confidence is trusting a realistic judgement, power, respect regardless what others may say or do. Heavenly Father wants me to be self confident and understand my self worth. I am grateful he listens to my prayers to help me understand how to become the best possible version of myself. I need to be my best self to qualify to be at His side.